Monday
Weeks 2 and 3: In the swing of things
If you haven't noticed, I'm being just a little incredibly vague in talking about what I actually do. You can guess at the reasons why I am doing so, but really, this blog is to help future MD/PhD students out, and the more vague I am, the better that the sciencey, abstract-thinking nerds like myself will be able to understand and relate.
So anyways, I am out of stuff to talk about, and seeing as how this post was pretty dry, I'd better stop before it gets worse.
Wednesday
Week 1
Week 1: Getting to Know You
My first week in
The next day, I met with the program administrator and went over paperwork (can’t get enough of that fun stuff) as well as the researcher I would be working for in my first lab rotation. Both the administrator and researcher are just as friendly as they were during interviews, so that’s a good sign that they really are as happy here as they said they were during interview season. It was incredibly exciting to get a description of the project I would be working on, although I had a slight case of imposter syndrome. Luckily, it was a 3-day weekend with Independence Day, so we were able to get our apartment in some sort of order before I headed out for my first day in the lab.
The first day was just about what I expected—I watched the researcher and grad students doing cool-looking stuff and listened to them explain a lot. I had a decent idea of what was going on, but only a slight clue as to why. I didn’t do much because the rats that I’d be working with weren’t scheduled to arrive until later in the week. So, the second and third days had more of the same—lots of reading and getting more excited thinking about my project, my classmates, my future…
Last thoughts before Week 1
A six hour test covering every topic from three years of college science classes. A primary application requiring letters of recommendations, essays, summaries of up to 15 learning experiences, a list of every college course taken including the grades received. 17 Secondary applications, many requiring more letters of recommendation and different essays to be written. 11 letters of rejection from schools unwilling to grant an interview. 6 trips to prospective schools for interviews, some of which had 6 interviews lasting an hour each, tours, speakers, lab visits, and question/answer sessions. 3 letters of rejection from schools that granted the interview, 2 letters indicating I was “on hold.” 1 acceptance letter. Years of anticipation finally over.
These are just the formal things required to get into the medical scientist training program—a 7-year (minimum) long program designed to train future physician-scientists. The list does not include the hours of volunteering in hospitals, the years working in labs, studying for exams or doing papers for classes to get good grades—all the things vital to make an application shine. It does not include researching potential schools, pouring through pamphlets or websites, emailing faculty and students about their institutions, and the long days of soul searching.
Why then, did I put myself through this mess? Why not? It was a chance to fulfill a life-long ambition to do something great with my time here using my talents and abilities. It was a chance to do medical research and hopefully improve the way doctors save lives. It was a chance for me to make the world a little more pleasant in my own way.
Finally, I arrived, and am going to start my first lab rotation! All that anticipation was worth it!